it`s how we lived

worthwile life
leave behind a peace of your own?
worthwile life
leave behind people who love you?
worthwile life
leave behind the impression of satisfaction?

simple, modest and true was he.
satisfied with what he had.
he did not leave a heritage, material or intellectual.
he left the way he was and led his life.

observing myself, i only realize what he left to me.
not to take things to hard.
not to hurry up without any reason.
to do things the right way or not at all.
to be proud of what you are.
to value people sharing life with you.
to be there for your beloved ones.
not to be impressed by surfaces.
not to bind your heart on material things.

good was i blessed to be his daughter. thank you!

how to...

inside
outside
no difference

changes starts in the roots
find them...
go and find them!

i hate to get help
just hate it!

how to....
wanna get further.
it`s so damn annoying to run on spot.
so fucking annoying!

rebirth is welcome, but how to die before?

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your vision

life is all about experiences!
we are here to experience what ever we decide to.

that for we can use our mind,
creating new situations,
meeting people that help us to expirience what we want.

what do you want to experience?
there is no need to suffer,
no need for envy or grief.
what do you want to experience?

decide, think, speak, make, realize!

back to start

helpless, sad and frustrated,
lost in the neverending but ever returning process of search.
it says: back to start, new beginning.
each time it is getting easier, lighter and more common.
accostumed? may be! grown up to deal with? more likely!

getting familiar with the rules of the game.
getting closer to the secret with each brake down.
getting a better feeling for going back to start and try again.
it is coming, the solution, the revolution, the relief.

the fruition of my dreams approaches.
it seems like in not too far distance anymore.
the pulse is beating faster, vibrating, grabbing.
near the target, near home, near protection.

back to start and try again, the end is closer than ever!

you mean the world to me

you always and only you.
i wanna give you the world,
wanna be your universe.
you are my beginning and my end.
you always you!

blessed with beauty in it`s perfection!

that`s what i am blessed with as view out of my window. the play of the colors waken up my eyes, the shape of the clouds caressing my heart, the picture as hole in it`s perfet composition is like a kiss from heaven!

i am blessed with all this beauty surrounding me!