back to start

helpless, sad and frustrated,
lost in the neverending but ever returning process of search.
it says: back to start, new beginning.
each time it is getting easier, lighter and more common.
accostumed? may be! grown up to deal with? more likely!

getting familiar with the rules of the game.
getting closer to the secret with each brake down.
getting a better feeling for going back to start and try again.
it is coming, the solution, the revolution, the relief.

the fruition of my dreams approaches.
it seems like in not too far distance anymore.
the pulse is beating faster, vibrating, grabbing.
near the target, near home, near protection.

back to start and try again, the end is closer than ever!

you mean the world to me

you always and only you.
i wanna give you the world,
wanna be your universe.
you are my beginning and my end.
you always you!

blessed with beauty in it`s perfection!

that`s what i am blessed with as view out of my window. the play of the colors waken up my eyes, the shape of the clouds caressing my heart, the picture as hole in it`s perfet composition is like a kiss from heaven!

i am blessed with all this beauty surrounding me!

having the choice

recent researches say, that if people have to much choice in their life, they are going to be unhappy. just because they always think "could i have made a better choice?"
only this question can make a load of people questioning their life situation and the worth of it.
this has to lead to desparation.
and realy, if you look at people in poorer countries, where they have not such a variaty of choices, they seem to be happy with what they have. they don`t even seem, they are!!! amazing!

if people only could look at their life and imagine they don`t have a choice to change things and have to arrange themselfe with what they have. than a lot of humans would lead happier lifes. and the changes or choices would be made by "something" or "someone" else. by life itslef. people only need to take on the options that come along their lifepath. see the open doors and if it feels good, walk trough it!

open

yes i build my own reality and world.
yes it is sometimes lonely.

but you can connect to others.
you can create a common thing.

and than we have a world reality.
which scares everyone but it is, like it is.

so we have to connect share the common thing
and give it some positive energie.

like we put good energie in our little worlds,
in the world we share with close friends, we also put
good energie in what is the universe.

reality

reality is what you creat yourself as reality.
each one of us has its own.
but still we live all togheter in the same world.
beeing togheter with someone means sharing eachothers reality.
so you creat a common one for the moment you connect.
choose your reality and it is gonna be there like you think of it.
so you need to be careful with your thoughts all the time.
bad thoughts can harm you.
but good ones can make you live in paradise.

power

art is always a revolution.
for the artist.
important to survive.

publish it in the right moment,
when the sparks already spread out,
it starts a blaze