too or not too?

trembling, waiting, hiding, hypering, exploding.
life is intensiv.
desert, emptyness, deep abyss, wide see, concrete.
life is raw.
claiming, fast, ruthless, bare, devouring.
life is life!

wo ist...

Erstrebenswerte zweisamkeit,
besiegt die einsamkeit.
Gemeinsam gehen ist leichter.

Trockne deine Tränen, steh auf.
Weiter, wir gehen weiter.
Sind gemeinsam einsam.

Wer teilt hat mehr.
Zeit teilen hilft heilen.
Es ist doch nicht so schwer!

it`s how we lived

worthwile life
leave behind a peace of your own?
worthwile life
leave behind people who love you?
worthwile life
leave behind the impression of satisfaction?

simple, modest and true was he.
satisfied with what he had.
he did not leave a heritage, material or intellectual.
he left the way he was and led his life.

observing myself, i only realize what he left to me.
not to take things to hard.
not to hurry up without any reason.
to do things the right way or not at all.
to be proud of what you are.
to value people sharing life with you.
to be there for your beloved ones.
not to be impressed by surfaces.
not to bind your heart on material things.

good was i blessed to be his daughter. thank you!

how to...

inside
outside
no difference

changes starts in the roots
find them...
go and find them!

i hate to get help
just hate it!

how to....
wanna get further.
it`s so damn annoying to run on spot.
so fucking annoying!

rebirth is welcome, but how to die before?

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your vision

life is all about experiences!
we are here to experience what ever we decide to.

that for we can use our mind,
creating new situations,
meeting people that help us to expirience what we want.

what do you want to experience?
there is no need to suffer,
no need for envy or grief.
what do you want to experience?

decide, think, speak, make, realize!

back to start

helpless, sad and frustrated,
lost in the neverending but ever returning process of search.
it says: back to start, new beginning.
each time it is getting easier, lighter and more common.
accostumed? may be! grown up to deal with? more likely!

getting familiar with the rules of the game.
getting closer to the secret with each brake down.
getting a better feeling for going back to start and try again.
it is coming, the solution, the revolution, the relief.

the fruition of my dreams approaches.
it seems like in not too far distance anymore.
the pulse is beating faster, vibrating, grabbing.
near the target, near home, near protection.

back to start and try again, the end is closer than ever!