Freitag, 26. Dezember 2008

long life the feelings

logical thinkin is like a weapon to me,
used in the wrong way and to often, it starts to harm;
affects your life, blows away the relaxation and stopps the flow

what life is!?

the more people i meet the more different worlds i dive in. i am like a viewer, like the audiance who is watching from a seat. the sad thing is, this makes everything so inept, so meaningless and empty. so what now???

i can go on and search further what sens i want to "take" for my life, by diving in all this other worlds. or i can wait until something capturing is crossing my lifepath. the thing that brings your heart to radiance. hmmm! what is the good strategy.
i already decided in mind, to take the second option. finding the thing, the own one. the one which delights me. what is it? does it come by itself? because, if i don`t know any further i normally drink a coffee, wait and than the problem is gonna get solved by itself. so that is the strategy. but again! what am i doing while i am waiting. drinking too much coffee is not god for my health and makes you visiting the toilet to often:))
i just go and live my life, like i want to. make things that interest me and are satisfying. the thing i want integrate is to learn more. go more in to depth of what i cross and what seems to be interesting. so i hope that life gets more intensiv. because, that at least should be. live an intensive life! yeah!!!
i am looking forward to go home and take up my life again. i am wondering, how this experience here is giving a change in my life. i am sure it will and i am open to everything. but only if it feels good. i am wondering about so many things!!

life is soooooo interesting and strange at the same time. it is just life. i should not ask myself too many questions!!!! just live eve....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!